this means a lot, thank you. I don’t get these kinds of comments usually but I really do appreciate your kindness
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Hello all. Its been quite a while since I’ve been on this blog. I’ve been avoiding everything pro-ana and triggering for the past two months and just been enjoying life. I don’t struggle as much with my weight now. I still purge but the most 2 times a week. I’m working on totally forgetting about my eating disorder, so I can eventually get away from its grasp and be free. Its a dark place, this is a dark place to which I want nothing to do with as of now. I love you all, and I hope you all find happiness.
I had a terrifying dream where someone sent me a letter saying I’m too fat and that if I eat less and exercise more, I can lose weight and be 100 pounds. I woke up thinking that that letter was real till I realized it was just a dream….I think that was my mind sending me a letter to stop being a fat pig and lose weight. -_-
Lets get back on track tomorrow from the holiday and the food we all ate haha. Starting tomorrow, healthy foods and lots of exercise :)
